Monday, April 26, 2010

WHY??? WHY? WHY???

There is indeed a lot of questions on “WHY?”. Why why why??? There’s simple WHY questions and complicated WHY questions…

Why is it like this?
And Why is it like that?
Why do you have to be like this?
And Why do you have to be like that?
Why do you like this?
And Why do you dislike that?
Why do you love this?
And Why do you hate that?
Why do you prefer this and not that?
Why do you have to make such decision but not the other one?

Why do you have to think so much?
And why can’t you stop thinking?
Why do you have to be sad or upset?
And why not just let it go or forget about it?
Why do you miss someone?
And why you can’t forget about that someone?
Why is it that I have to listen to you?
And why can’t I have my own point of view?
Why do you reject instead of accept?


Although the WHY questions seem to have an answer or answers to them, there is a possibility that the WHY questions could not be answered. So, why is this so? Again, the WHY question arise… Haha…

Ok la.. Don’t make things too complicated. Ignore the WHY questions when u r doing something. Don’t make these WHY questions to bother you. Keep your mind away from the WHY questions!!! Lol… (if only it is that easy… I know I know… hehe).

However, sometimes thinking and having a solution or answers to the WHY question may be beneficial… Haha… You may ask “Why is that so??” Mmm….

Let’s say in most of the time, you have the answer for the WHY question/(s), is just that you will prefer to say:”I don’t know….”. Right? ;)

So, why do you have to say I don’t know while you do know why… Hmmm… Sometimes, you feel lazy to talk bout it or you totally don’t feel like talking bout it. And sometimes, the answer is the Secret… Ooo….


Wednesday, April 21, 2010


Had my excel test today and submitted the weekly submission. Each week, I have to show to the lecturers wad is the progress in my assignments. Noted that I mentioned “lecturerS”, not lecturer eh.. means I have to keep up with all the assignments for each subject each week oh.. Ow man… And I am kind of last minute ki.. coz there’s so much to do… and sometimes is either I do not have the mood to do or mot motivated… Not good not good.. *shake head shake head.. haha… Nways, I am getting it to there d.. will have the determination to do better le... Jia you lar! ;)

Tuesday, April 6, 2010


cham le.. duno y dun haf the moood to do assignments eh... Mmm... This is bad bad bad... I NEED MOTIVATION AH!!!!!!

*feel like eating thai sweet chilli keropok!!!!

Friday, April 2, 2010

My diary...


It was an early flight. I was surprised that you managed to wake up even though you cant send me off in time. I was very happy and of course, sad when you called. I cried when talking to you halfway eh. Duno if you realised or not. Hehe.. I cried when I go to the boarding room. Well, I have to say i miss my family lo.. During the transit, I have mistaken the letter G to letter C. Haha. Quickly, I make an “U-turn” and try to find where is gate C. When I reached, I wait for approximately 2 hours at the meeting point, just to wait for other students to arrive. Back then, I was hungry, thirsty and tired. While I am inside the bus, all I wanted to do is to eat then sleep. I was the only girl and the rests were mostly from India and Pakistan. I could remember their name except for one. If I am not mistaken, his name is Vindeet. They are mostly having either master course or postgraduate course. I arrived at the place after midnite!!! I was so so so hungry and tired. Luckily, Mr. Gentleman brought me to MCD. Hehe..

I couldn’t sleep that night. I was thinking and crying? Hmmm... I’m so like ku bao ho? Well, this is the first time I leave home and come to a new place all by myself. So lo... I really miss u guys.. Those whom I shouldn’t miss, I miss too. LOL.. Hmm.. What talking me? Well, It’s so late now and I am still in front of the computer typing. sengkeng 1... What to do? I CANT SLEEP! ={


Today, Mr. Gentleman brought me to Federation Square. So, we bought the train tickets and head to the Flinders Streets. Then we went into a place called NGV International. I was curious what does NGV stands for. So Mr. G was guessing Non-government sth. Well, that comes to my mind too at first! Haha.. Nways, NGV stands for National Gallery of Victoria. Then have lunch at the . The gong pao chicken is not spicy de even though it is written there (spicy) in the menu. Hehe.. Went to the State Library of Victoria as well.


The next day, we went to Victoria Market. It was a funny and nice experience coz I get to see how those from different meat stalls shout to promote the price of the food. Haha… Let me recall wad I have bought.. Hmm.., I bought prawns, lamb meat, sausages. Then we went to the vegetables section and we saw SMALL CHILLI!!!! So for those who told me that there isn’t any small chilli in Melbourne ah… ahem ahem.. =P And of course, I bought 1 stalk. HAHA. In the afternoon, I went to buy Angel Hair and it has offer price which is 3 dollar for 2. So I cooked that and vege for dinner. Mr. G cooked vege and salmon. We have like 5 dishes for dinner, including the chicken meat from the day before. Nice one~! Hehe.. We went for a walk after that and meet Mr.Sam. He was alone so he follow us to the city. We went to BIG W and buy my pillow, frying pan (coz the one in unilodge is not in good condition), towels (2 for AUD10) and so on… So 2 Mr.gentleman help me to carry my stuff.. Paiseh la.. and Xie lar.. hehe..


The orientation day was at the Town Hall and the enrolment day will be 2 days after. The last time I went online is enter the library “illegally” as we do not have the student ID card yet. So boh pien lo.. hehe.. Hope I can faster get my ID card so I can have internet access and ONline!.. hehe.. In the late evening, I went Coles with one of my housemate. Again, there’s this offer like 2 for AUD sth.. So me and her each bought 1 but in the same receipt since it is actually cheaper. ;) I planned to sleep early tonight but then something came up. So in the end, I am still awake till now (2.02am). AISI AH!!! Flashing back, I was complaining that I was very very very sleepy during and before the orientation.


As for today, I had a long walk along the streets where I get to know shops such as pharmacy, supermarkets, restaurants, church, schools and etc. The price of hair cut for guys is AUD13 whereas AUD15 for girls!!! Hmmm… Also, I saw a very nice wedding dress! Lol.. We had our lunch or I should say high tea at Petalling Street. I ordered curry laksa while ah jie had nasi pataya and ah sam ordered sth beef with rice. The portion of curry laksa was big for me so I have to tapao some back. Sengkeng ah if can finish all.. haha.. Oh ya, before that, I had icecream at the cones. 3 scoops of different flavor somemore! The 1st scoop was quite sweet but overall was quite nice! Hehe..

Nth much happen today as the duration for enrolment was so long! The elective subjects which I would like to take in the coming semester will only be offered in the next semester lo.. Haih… Because of this, my enrolment of the subjects is so troublesome and I end up finish everything at 6 sth.. Was so so so hungry ah! Hehe..

I woke up late today then headed up to school but end up queuing in a LONG line to get free noodle. Haha.. At a moment, a lady was giving out a small parcel which is actually from the health service. As I opened, I took out a highlight pen. Then ok lo.. The next thing I took out is c….. . ARGH! Then I shouted oh shit then there’s 2 guys looking at me… *paiseh si la!* I think the noodle was quite nice lo.. even though the ingredient consisted of mee, bak choy, cucumber and little bit of meat. After that, we went to IKEA and Kmart today to buy thicker blanket, bed sheet, laundry bag and clothes hanger.

I cant remember wad happened today as I forgot to write sth down.. hehe..
Well, same goes to sat and sun… Oh wait…

Ya… I remember wad I have done on sat. Well, we went to Victoria market to buy fresh foods for Sunday’s meal!!! It’s Chap Goh Meh… So we decided to cook NICE dinner… Mmm… where else we went to??? Let me think… ah… Keith brought me to see fir show and Dragon! Haha… Is not a real dragon ah… Dun get it wrongly.. hehe… Is a statue of the dragon which will move along with the music… ;)

I nearly got lost in the city coz I took the wrong train to go back home..

And we came up with 8 dishes (if I am not mistaken), garlic bread for on tray and sago melon strawberry milk for dessert! It was VERY VERY NICE! Lol…

~~Nways, the life in Melb is very different from the life I have in Kch… Hopefully I can cope with it asap… Jia you lar…