Pretending....

Pretendin to be ok is not ok....

Pretendin to give up is still hope for it...

Pretendin to be cool is not cool...

Pretendin to be happy is sad....

Pretendin to be brave is scared...

Pretendin to be .....

ON MY OWN...

On my own,

Pretending he's beside me...

All alone, i walk with him till morning...

Without him,

I feel his arms around me

and when I lose my way I close my eyes

and he has found Me.


In the rain, the pavement shines like silver...

All the lights are misty in the river..

In the darkness,

the trees are full of starlight

and all i see is him and me forever and forever.


And i know it's only in my mind

that I'm taking to myself

and not to him

And although I know that he is blind

Still I say there's a way for us..

I love him

But when the night is over,

He is gone the river is just a river

without him the world around me changes

The trees are bare and everywhere

The streets are full of strangers.

I love him

But everyday I'm learning...

All my life, I've only been pretending...

Without me his world will go on turning..

A heart that's full of happiness

That i have never known.

I love him (x 4)

But only on my own...